stigmata martyr

Peter Murphy will suck your blood.

I could crawl into his voice and melt.

wimp.

"kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the
sky.

and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't
believe.

sometimes i don't believe them myself

and i decided i was never coming
down"

Trent Reznor is beautiful.

His head was almost shaved, and the sweat glistened from his body, ready for me to lick it off. He came out on stage and just gave and gave and gave until he couldn't give anymore. He rocked my world like nothing else and I am so glad I got to go and get it all out. I needed the screaming and the stomping and the hair in my face and the raw throat from screaming at the top of my lungs. It was well worth the haze I sit in today to see his body writhing on stage and hear his voice. He sang every song with emotion and raw passion that only he can exude. I was in awe and utter amazement.

Trent is indeed beautiful.

it's been too long....

And i'm sorry....but it's not that I haven't written...but I haven't. I have a lot inside to post about that I can't post about. I've had a lot of things come up and a lot of rants to get out that I haven't been able to get out. Mostly, my audience has become too large. Too many of you people read this and I need to write about all of YOU without you knowing who you are and possibly hurting feelings or having misunderstandings. None of it is personal. (i may take that back)...and I love you all. But just the same, i need to find another outlet more anonymous.